We made it!!!

The first day of school is done!!! I honestly have never had anything break my heart like Friday did. Jax woke up early all ready and hyper for school. He couldn't eat breakfast, he was running around crazy, he was ready. I on the other hand was a mess. I had cried myself to sleep the night before saying over and over "I am not ready for this". I am pretty sure Zach was wondering who he married. A crazy lady, that's who. Anyway, I dropped him off and he was good to go. His best friend Gavin is in his class so there were no worries there. I took one last look back as I walked out and I started all over again. I had to hurry and leave before Jax saw me. All I can say is that I love that little guy, and it is so hard to see him be so grown up and independent. We stayed busy during the day by shopping and taking the other kids to a park with Gavin's mom Angela to take our minds off of it. It worked until I knew the bus was on its way. When the bus stopped at our house I was a mess again. It was so stinking cute seeing him get off of the bus with the biggest smile I have ever seen. He ran to me and told me he had the best day of his life. I guess that it makes it ok if he is so happy. He told me his favorite part of school is gym, and lunch. Sounds like a boy to me. He was ready again today and I did a little better at dropping him off this morning. I know it will get better, he will have so many great things happen. It is something that needs to happen, but I will sure miss him. I love that boy!!!

Getting dressed

He wanted a side view like he was walking down the hall.

Shade was crying. He didn't want him to leave

Picture with me before we left

As we were pulling out, our final wave

Shade telling him to come back. He loves his brother